“You got this," Cora told me before going to bed on Friday
night. It’s a slogan the girl’s tennis
team uses to encourage each other. More
often than not it has worked. Despite
being the smallest school in their league, they are currently in the #2
spot. But I digress. “You got this”
became my mantra for the Germantown 50k, my first ultra-marathon. Thinking of Cora saying it brought a smile to
my face and gave me the confidence that yes, I could indeed do it.
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The sun rises above Cottonwood Shelter Start and Finish area of the Germantown 50k |
I had never run as much as a marathon in my life, and now I found myself at the start of something even longer and harder. Funny enough, what got me here was an accident. Five weeks ago, I crashed my mountain bike, spraining my thumb. Since then I have not been able to shift gears on a bike or hold a tennis racket; and so I decided that I would instead up my running to stay active. At the time, running a half-marathon was all I had ever done. So I wondered: could I do a 50k in five weeks' time? I checked some websites and found that at least 18 weeks of intense training were recommended to prepare for a 50k. That could potentially be shortened to at least 12 weeks for those who had just run a full marathon. Which clearly was not the case. The prospect of 50k with more than 4,000 feet of climbing over steep rocky hills seemed a bit daunting to say the least.
The day promised to be gorgeous. I reached the start area at 7:40 in the
morning, right as the sun started to peak above the trees on the other side of
Twin Creek. The air was cool and brisk.
Patches of fog lay over moist fields and ponds.
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Before the start |
Just over 60 runners had assembled at the start. At the pre-race briefing, I looked around, trying
to figure out which of the runners would eventually drop out. I decided it was impossible to tell, and that the
only important thing to focus on was not to be one of them.
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Pre-race briefing |
I hoped that the ankle I had sprained 10 days ago, on what would be my last training run, would hold up.
It didn’t hurt, but I had taped it up heavily to give it more
stability. Just in case.
Before I knew it, the race director simply said, “Go,” and we
were on our way. I lined up at the back
of the pack, determined to start out slow, not wanting to hold up any of
the fast runners. Since this was
my first ultra, I resolved not to worry about my time, as long as I would stay
within the 9-hour cut-off. My goal
was to finish. Not finishing last would be a bonus.
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After the first two miles, the field started to spread out |
The first ten kilometers were fantastic. My legs were fresh, and my pace was relaxed. The field spread out quickly. After 30 minutes or so, I was running alone.
Knowing there were people behind me made me feel confident. Soft rays of sunlight broke through
the trees. It was beautiful.
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Photo by Amy Love |
Suddenly, I began to notice that the tape I had put around my
big toe to protect a blister was causing a new blister on my second toe. A
rookie mistake. I stopped to remove the tape and replaced it with a band-aid.
I also put a band-aid on the new blister on my second toe. This took about 5 minutes, and in the meantime, several runners had past me by.
Had I dropped back to last place?
I did not want to be at the end.
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Steps down one of the steep hills. These were some of the most technical sections of the trail. |
20 to 30 minutes later, I completed the first loop. I was told that eight people were still behind me.
Whew! The bad news was that the band-aids
had not stayed in place. I needed to do
more work on my toes. The paramedic looked through his bag and eventually found some tape that I then used to wrap all
of my toes on that foot. That took
another 10 minutes. When I finally left
the aid station, another runner was coming in.
That meant I was still not last: all I needed to know. “You got this,” I said to myself.
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Listening to David Sedaris |
A few miles into the second loop it began to sink in that this was going to be a long day. I
plugged-in my headphones and began to listen to an audiobook by David
Sedaris. That worked, and the miles flew by quickly as I got lost in a story about St. Nicholas and his six to eight black
men in Holland. I fueled up with
Gatorade and PB&J sandwiches at the aid stations and before I knew it, I was
back at the start, having reached the halfway point of the race.
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One of the few short sections through open prairie |
The third loop turned out to be the hardest. It was getting warm. My legs started to feel heavy, and I had
to consciously lift my feet over rocks and roots. Every now and then, faster runners lapped me. When I didn’t pay attention, my running form started to deteriorate
to a shuffle. Two or three times, I stumbled over a root and hit my toes, only
narrowly avoiding a face-plant. I also started
to feel nauseous and had a hard time swallowing any food. I knew I had to eat, but everything tasted awful. And when my GPS watch told me that I still
had more than 1/3 of the distance to go, I could not help but wonder if I
would be able to make it.
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Lots of roots in some places |
As I finished the third loop, there was a party atmosphere at
the shelter. Only the party was not for
me. It was for all those who had just
finished their race. That felt frustrating
at first, but it quickly strengthened my resolve to get back out there and get
it done. “You got this.”
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Towards the end of loop three |
I started the fourth loop slowly. However, by the time I surpassed
the 40k mark (my longest prior run) and then the marathon distance (42.2k), I
began to feel much better. It might
have been the sugary Pepsi I drank at the aid station, but now I was back
at it. Any lingering doubt about my
ability to finish disappeared. In fact, I
started to wonder if I would be able to keep going and finish 50 miles
instead of 50k. I almost convinced myself that I could.
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The last turn - the finish line is in sight |
The last two miles or so actually felt easy. I even began to run during the climbs which I
had previously walked. It was slow
running for sure, but it was still running.
And it felt good. I turned into
the spur trail up to the shelter, rounded the last bend, and sprinted towards the
finish line. 8 hours and 12
minutes. It was a long day, but I got it
done!
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At the finish line - endorphins at work |
Although the party atmosphere was gone since most people had
long left, I had a good time with the remaining volunteers and the handful of
racers who finished 20 to 40 minutes after me. I have the impression that ultra-runners are
ultra-nice people. I even got to know a fellow Austrian who is a 30-year member
of the Dayton running club, a member of the Dayton ultra-running hall of fame
(she has run ultras on almost all continents, including many 100+ mile
races). At 64 years of age, she finished
a few minutes after me. Quite an impressive lady.
Waking up this morning I surprised myself by not feeling
very sore at all. Reflecting upon the
fact that three years ago I was not able to run as much as a single mile, I have
clearly come a long way. So, do I know what’s
next? No, I don’t. For now I am just glad, “I got this.”